Pink Sunglasses

My nephew is turning 11 tomorrow and is so excited that he’s singing in his bedroom instead of sleeping. 

I can’t help but smile at his innocence and pure excitement. 

I wish my birthday made me that happy. 

Now, I think of how many responsibilities I have gained and how many years I have left till I SHOULD be married, have children, and be succesful.

Life. 

Welcome, take caution to the course you take, have a nice day. 

I did not know the term 

“nignog” meant 

the N word.

=O

I’m never using it again. But it’s so funny.

I thought it was just a term used when someone is being dumb? 

o0ps. 

If anyone sees God tonight 

or

talks to him 

tell him I said Thank You

He’ll know exactly why 

=]

I was thinking about it last night

Man was definitely created before woman.

Some higher power created the man and the man was looked down and was like “Where am I gonna stick this” and that’s why the woman was made for a man to stick his penis into her vagina. 

True story.

It makes perfect sense because even when you buy something first you buy the product then you say “well shit, now I need something to put this is” 

Your purse is kind of a vagina for all your belongings.

Just saying. 

<3

The human species is honestly disgusting.

I was at work tonight and I had a regular customer come to my line with his groceries. He was in a electric wheelchair. I always saw him in the store but tonight was the first time I actually had to deal with him. 

So he started to talk and you could hear in his voice that he wasn’t “all there” like he had some kind of mental handicap which made it a little difficult for me to understand but for some reason I just really focused on what he was saying. It’s like my mind knew to care for this guy.

So, I had a guy bagging his groceries, that obviously knew my customer but then he ended getting a customer and had to leave from bagging so another lady came to bag his groceries and when she started a third bag he FREAKED OUT!! 

He kept yelling “no no no I nee two bags not three I asked for two! not three please not three I need two bags!”

and I was just shocked I just stood there listening to him. He got all shooken up and was stuttering and about to CRY! and he kept saying “I can’t fit three bags in with my wheelchair to go up the device that take me to my apartment three bags won’t fit!” 

I wanted to cry,

this poor guy couldn’t even walk up to his apartment with groceries. He had to sit in a wheelchair his whole life and could only buy two bags worth of groceries. 

He kept apologizing to me ” I’m so sorry I’m so sorry it’s just when things make my life more complicated than they already are I freak out and I’m sorry I don’t know what to do”

and I completely understood how he felt because my father is the same way shit I’M THE SAME WAY.

I just wanted to cry, I wanted him to feel ok and be able to walk.

and all i could think about is 

human beings take everything they have for granted.

People bitch about having to take stairs or are even TOO LAZY to take stairs.

But for some people, like this customer I had, they just wish to be able to walk up stairs. 

Being able to walk is something humans take for granted. 

“Johnny Cupcakes”

He is the definition of a self made entrepreneur.

He started in a little town (Hull) in Massachusetts making stuff he loved and selling it out of his house. He now owns two stores in his home state, one in Cali and is working on one in Europe!

I someday hope to work with and/or be just like John Earle 

I will have my own successful company of some sort!

I don’t really like people that have to go out and get fucked up to have a good time.

I think it shows weakness and a lack of creativity. 

I enjoy my life a lot without drinking, smoking, or doing any drugs. I think I enjoy my life more so sober than I did when I was out getting fucked up every week. 

But I guess lack of creativity could also be argued with the fact that wonderful musicians could only perform under the influence or maybe they just tricked themselves into thinking that because they didn’t want to admit that they were co-dependant on a substance. 

I walked into Biology lab today prepared to dissect a frog and a starfish. 

A Asteroidea and amphibian

to be exact. 

Anyone would think “oh okay this is a simple little creature” on land and in the water.

But we’re so wrong. This is a perfect example of you cannot judge a book by it’s cover. As we naturally do. As I started cutting into the animals I noticed how complex they really are. 

All these tiny organs and structures that control their body. The things that make them who they are. We don’t realize how something so tiny could be so complex. 

So, I guess the point I’m trying to get at is

We shouldn’t judge each other by the way we look or the things we say and feel because inside, there could be a lot to the reasoning of the things we do, say and how we operate. We’re all complex species. So let’s try to get to know each other before we jump to our conclusions.